I feel like dying

this is from my friend's birthday party. it's me and Risto in case you don't recognize :D

I feel like shit. really. I was sick last week, and then got better. I went to a party on Friday and on Sunday I was sick again! I'm having an awful pain in my throat... and my body temperature is jumping from ~36 to 39 Celsius! so today I went to see a doctor. it was so fucking exhausting to just sit and wait there. you can not imagine. thank God my mom was with me !! the doctor gave me antibiotics. on Thursday we'll know if this is tonsillitis/angina. and if I'm still having fever on Thursday I have to go to a blood test... ewww. I'm scared of needles!

well that's about it. this post is in English, I don't know why, I just felt like writing this post in English....... hmmm just hoping I will get better in the end of the week... I haven't been able to do any school things because I've felt soooo sick and fuzzy, and I'm totally behind the others in school....... hm.

good night, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite and so on !